Faith
Times like these make me wonder why my faith isn’t stronger! I allow these things to happen to me and it just brings me down. I try not to let it hurt me or get to me but it always does for some reason. I need to “let go and let God”. This is something that I have been struggling with and I feel like with every bad thing that happens in my life it is pulling me further and further from God and I want it to do the opposite! Reading the book Sun Stand Still…has made me what to have an “audacious faith” like what Pastor Furtick talks about. I want others to see God through me and I want to not let the little things in my life that seem to not be going my way to not show, for them to roll off my shoulder and for me not to think about them anymore. But instead to leave them in God’s hands.
I have been struggling trying to find the guy that God wants me to spend the rest of my life with. I can’t seem to find any good Christian guys who want to take the time to get to know me. I am slowly losing faith that there is a guy out there for me. I don’t want this to happen. I pray that god will take the worry out of my life and that the right one will come along when the time is right. I pray that he will give my patience until then because it is so hard to be around friends and they all have someone but me, it kinda sucks.
So this is my prayer that God will give me patience and strength to make it through these hard times right now and he will put people in my life who will help me to cope. I want to feel loved and I shouldn’t need this from a guy as much as I would love that. I pray that God will show me his will for my life and i will follow it! <3
Linds
